The Core of Every Fear
the 3 Cs of insecurity
I’ve been trying to understand why certain fears keep running through my life.
Turns out they all trace back to three unmet needs: Connection, Contribution, Capability.
Connection
Am I loved?
This is about unconditional love and belonging. When this need is unmet, you fear rejection, abandonment, being judged, being a burden, betrayal, isolation.
It shows up as:
Unworthiness. The belief that you don’t deserve love. That you shouldn’t have it. You’re fundamentally flawed in a way others aren’t and you aren’t worthy of love/success.
Disconnection. The fear that real belonging is something other people have but you can only watch from outside. You can be in a room full of people who love you and still feel like you’re alone.
People-pleasing. You learn that love comes from usefulness, so you make yourself useful. You over-give, abandon your own needs, and say yes when you mean no. This can also be shown as transactionality.
Settling. You drop your boundaries because you don’t believe you’re worth protecting. You accept treatment that hurts you because asking for more feels like asking for too much.
Jealousy. You treat love like a finite resource. When someone else gets approval, connection, belonging, it feels like there’s less for you. Comparison becomes compulsive because you’re always measuring who’s getting more.
Defensiveness. You learned that love is conditional on being good enough. So any feedback that says you’re not becomes a threat to the connection itself.
Preemptive rejection. You push people away before they can reject you. Love has hurt you before, so you close the gates. You’d rather be alone by choice than abandoned by someone else.
Contribution
Do I matter?
This is about meaning and significance. When this need is unmet, you fear insignificance, being forgotten, wasting your life, mediocrity, irrelevance.
It shows up as:
Meaninglessness. The quiet terror that nothing you do makes a difference. That you could disappear and the world wouldn’t notice.
Legacy obsession. You chase impact and recognition not because you care about the work but because you need proof that you existed.
Workaholism. You fill every hour with productivity because stillness forces you to confront the question of whether any of it matters.
Nihilism. You decide nothing matters as a defense against the fear that you don’t matter.
Existential despair. The weight of feeling like your life is slipping by without purpose.
Validation-seeking through achievement. You need external proof that your work matters. Likes, awards, recognition. The work itself doesn’t feel real until someone acknowledges it.
Inability to enjoy the process. Only outcomes count. The doing is just a means to actually matter.
Fear of being ordinary. Average feels like failure. If you’re not exceptional, what’s the point?
Capability
Can I handle this?
This is about agency and autonomy. The surface fears are failure, wrong choices, uncertainty. But underneath is something deeper: the terror of losing your ability to choose at all. Every mistake feels like it narrows your options until eventually you have none left.
It shows up as:
Inadequacy. The fear that you’ll never be capable enough to become who you’re supposed to be. You don’t have what it takes. The world will overwhelm you.
Perfectionism. One mistake proves you can’t handle it. So you edit yourself into exhaustion trying to prevent failure.
Control obsession. You micromanage everything because uncertainty feels like danger.
Avoidance. You don’t try because not trying feels safer than confirming you can’t do it.
Imposter syndrome. You’ve somehow tricked people into trusting you. Eventually they’ll figure out you don’t know what you’re doing.
Self-sabotage. If you’re going to fail anyway, better to control the timing. You destroy things before they can expose you.
The Paradox
Every strategy you use to fill these gaps makes them deeper. It’s like quicksand.
When you feel unloved, you try to earn your place through giving and achieving. But this reinforces the belief that love is transactional. The disconnection deepens.
When you feel insignificant, you chase accomplishments and recognition. But the validation never lands because you’re not doing it for the work. The meaninglessness persists.
When you feel incapable, you either avoid challenges or control everything. Both strategies prevent you from building real evidence that you can handle things. The inadequacy confirms itself.
The more you struggle, the faster you sink.
How To Escape
The only way out is to stop trying to earn what can only be given freely.
For connection: unconditional love, starting with yourself. Knowing your worth isn’t up for debate.
For contribution: finding meaning in the process, not the outcome. Mattering to yourself first. It has to be through action: helping others, giving back, etc.
For capability: building trust with yourself through small promises kept. Evidence that you can handle things. Autonomy can only be built through movement.
This is what self-security actually is. Not feeling good about yourself. Knowing you are enough.
When you have this, the fears don’t disappear. But they lose their spike.
Fear of rejection becomes a signal to check if you’re abandoning yourself. Fear of insignificance becomes a prompt to reconnect with what actually matters to you. Fear of failure becomes useful information about where to grow.
You stop grasping. And paradoxically, that’s when you start receiving.
Remember: you don’t read an essay and suddenly become secure.
It’s practice. It’s catching yourself mid-sabotage and choosing differently. It’s noticing when you’re performing and dropping it anyway. It’s keeping promises to yourself. It’s building a life that meets these needs for real, not through coping strategies that make them worse.
It comes down to the decisions that compound.
And eventually, the fears that used to run your life become quieter. Quiet enough that you can finally hear what you actually want.
Thanks to Reuben Runacres for reviewing this and giving amazing feedback! And thank YOU for reading. If this resonated, I’d love to hear from you: alex@alxmthew.com.